Hallo.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006//

20 more days to freedom! my 1st O level paper(Literature) would commence tomorrow, it would definitely get the ball rolling and my confidence definitely lies in its mercy. if i screw up, confidence dilapidates. if i don't screw up, confidence blooms! haha.

i've been studying quite a lot today. that's probably why time's passing so quickly. it's already 5.30pm! i've done a few essays on my lit text - The English Teacher. A great book that has made an impact in my perspective of life. I have now come to a realization that one should not work because of money, but because one enjoys what one is doing. If not for the book, i wouldn't have realized that as of now. After tomorrow, this book would be abandoned. No more lit(because i don't really like it haha). Actually, i do like lit. However, i just hate the mugging part. Hahaha.

I've been dreaming a lot during my sleeps of late. i think it's the stress, fatigue and the mental pressure that's kicking in. I remember similar experiences during primary 6 when i was taking my PSLE. Anyway, I like dreams because they are unreal. Things humanely impossible might occur in dreams and you get to witness them! how incredible. You get to 'travel' too. Ever dreamt that you went to strange place? I remember a dream i had. i went to this strange dungeon and when i came out of it, i was in a whole new different world, with strange creatures and a weird environment. Now you see, the wonder of dreams. haha.

I don't know what to do after my Os, because i have too many things to do. Argh. i better start planning now. Anyhow, all i know is that i'll be damned happy. As happy as i can ever be.

All right, i shall stop blogging, for my break has ended.

goodbye!

brandon--
5:35 PM