Hallo.

Sunday, July 30, 2006//

my preliminary examinations for the o levels are coming soon and i'm less than halfway prepared. was mugging for my social studies test(which is tomorrow) and realized that i really don't have the amplitude for humanities. thus, i'm very much more of a scientific/technical person who only sees life in 1 straight and rigid perspective. is it good or bad? i don't know, but i think it's more of the latter. i couldn't seem to absorb anything on the Good Governance in Singapore chapter. those Principls of Pragmatism et cetera. the most i could do is to memorize all the points, but what if i come across those thinking questions? as in "To what extent...." , "How far do you agree...". i would just have to depend on my luck for the level of difficulty the question would be. how, how, how? i really have to do well in my combined humanities so that the grades of my other subjects would not be pulled down. either that, or i would have to do exceptionally well for my other subjects ; ace everything else.

my usual routine would be followed again tomorrow as the week is going to start. i can already foresee what i would be doing and how i would be feeling early in the morning when i wake up. firstly, i would drag myself out of bed to the kitchen, have a cup full of plain water, grab the 2 pieces of bread with either cheese or fish floss, stroll to the sofa and eat with my eyes half closed. after that, i would pull out my uniform from my cupboard, have another stroll to the toilet to have a warm and refreshing shower. argh just talking of my daily morning routine makes me feel bored and sick. hence, i will not talk about it anymore. if my brain were to be removed, i still think i would be able to do the same usual boring daily morning routine because it's kinda automatic. without any thinking or hesitation, i find myself being able to do the same stuff in sequence.

bah. just slightly more than 3 more months and i would be free of secondary school life. in fact, i have already started to have thoughts about what i would be doing after my 'o' level examinations. how i wished time would pass faster when u are not enjoying yourself than when you are enjoying yourself. life would be much more worthwhile.

okay it's time for me to sleep. good bye.

brandon--
11:38 PM